I Messed It Up

Why did I do it
I ask myself how
I cant belive it
I feel so bad now
I messed it up

How to fix it
How to say sorry
How do I just make it quit
Will my ending be perfect for this story
I messed it up

Why did I do this
I wish i would of realized
How did i miss a sighn like this
Now brain feels paralyzed
I messed it up

Should I even call
Should I even speak
Should I try to break the fall
Should I try to get back to my feet
I messed it up