I said that I’ve moved on,
but I am just a liar,
I said that I was okay
but I want to be in choir.
I pretend that I’m over it
That I don’t really care
But I feel like I have lost,
because this is so unfair.
I want my life back
But I guess it’s lost,
I played the fool
and I payed the cost.
I cry sometimes
Broken tears of shame,
I want my life
to be the same.
When I ask for choir,
Is that too much?
Just one more glimpse
One final touch?
Please let me back
in the place where I belong,
So I can lose myself,
In the joyful song.