Decay (pt. 2 of "the mess..")

You found out the other day
that my loyalty bends
so i made the decision
to give up "your" friends

i have never felt as bad
as i did on that day
when i returned to school
and watched my life begin to fray

i still do not feel right
as i walk through the halls
because when i see them
i feel myself fall

my happiness diminishes
and my smile fades away
when i think of how i caused
great friendships to decay

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