Cut through th flesh
I need blood that's fresh
Cause that's the only way I can tell
Tell If I'm alive or dead
The pains so deep from what they said
I usually don't listen but today was different
They made me feel so worthless
I still feel as if you'll be happier if I were dead
Things wouldn't be so complicated
I wouldn't put you through anymore pain
because I know that every cut hurts you
You think it should hurt me
But I'm numb to the pain
Because this voice tells me it's my only relief
that voice is so true
As hard as you try it'll always be the same
Forever locked inside my head
Forever suffocated by the pain
I'll always feel worthless, hopeless and afraid
Afraid of each and every day
Unsure if they wall bring more sadness
or will things change
I thank you for standing by me
but I see the hurt I cause in your eyes
I don't want you to feel that way
I want your everything to be okay
I've slowly slipped under
and somehow you followed
Why? why did you follow?
You shouldn't have to feel the way I do
no-one should
no-one should have to rely on cuts to get them through
If I could take everyones pain believe me I would
I feel so much already
If I could rid the world
rid everyone of their pain I would
because NO-ONE should have to feel the way I do.
