I feel just ...fine

Obsessed, depressed

used abused

cheated, deleted

hated, faded

named, blamed

detested, rejected

stranded, abandoned

fearful, tearful

declared scared

those words are me,

can't you see?

are you blind?

you're crushing my mind

you hurt me everyday,

with almost every word you say.

lost in my sadness,

trapped by my madness,

i'm going f-ing crazy,

my mind's gone blank and hazy.

with every tear that rolls down my cheek,

i want to scream but i can hardly speak.

with all the blood that runs down my arm,

i just want to cause myself, so much more harm.

every insult, almost every word spoken,

has gotten my heart, more and more broken.

i tightly clench my fist,

as i carefully cut my wrist.

the it's all better,

i'm light as a feather.

and until next time,

i feel just fine.....