The long ..goodbye..(REALLY LONG)!

This is the long goodbye…somebody tell me why??? No matter how hard I try, you're going to make me cry!
I know it not time to say good bye
But all I do now is cry and cry … cry until my tears dry … cry for the last goodbye…
Cry for all the beautiful moments I spend with you ….I swear there the most beautiful moments in my life. Cry because I am going to miss every second, every minute, every hour every day I spend with you …
It was an amazing moment I had! It was a moment I would never forget!
How can I forget?? Tell me please tell me how can I forget that beautiful smile that used to change my whole day! And that beautiful hug that used to make me so happy in every single way!
And the beautiful looks that make my night day! What more can I say??

Threes so many things to say!! If I could I would write a book about these special moments I have and give it to you!
The problem is people think that it's easy to face the person you love…
But when it comes to you ….I swear I don’t know what to say??? I even forget the date and start saying are we in June July or may? I can't stand in front of you and look at you in the eye...
Because all I know is that the only thing I am going to do is cry and cry…so I guess this is it huh??
I guess this year finished …..I don't know but when I started thinking I thought that it was a dream!
Please tell me you're not leaving…..say you changed your mind, and that I am only dreaming…
I know that its true, but my heart just can't believe that the person that’s leaving is you!!
Sometimes when I think about the things I used to do….I imagine myself a weird person….its like why is it that I miss you sometimes so much even when you're right beside me??
Why do I stop talking when you're in front of me, when the only person I talk about is you when you're not with me!?
Why can't I say the way I feel when it’s the right time?? Why can't my mouth speak and tell you that your mine!
And that you make my day shine??
Although when it comes to talking about the person you love and when someone asks me about it…
I can't stop talking all I say is poems and words of this person I love,
The person that treated me like a rose …a person that every time when I look in their eyes I just got to tell them that I love them! If they asked me what would you say to this person you love, is it thank you??
Well..., all I know that thank you for this beautiful person is not enough but I will say is…
I want to say thank you, for being in my life...
I want to say thank you for every time you shined my day with your smile…I swear your smile makes me fly!
Thank you for every time you said I love you, looking at me in the eye...
Thank you for realizing when I am sad how I feel with just one look...
I swear if I could I would write a lot of sweet things about you in a book!
You are the only person that I would turn to if I felt like I want to cry...
Because your shoulder is the only thing that can kiss away my pain...
Sometimes when you say things to me u makes me insane!
Your sweet your kind, man Ur just so fine!
You're the one that changed my whole life…
How can I thank you???Is the word thank you enough??
I really don’t know what to say??
I wish I can be with you every night and every day...
You changed me from a normal person to a different kind of person!
It was amazing! When I first met u I knew that there was something special about you, something I didn’t find in anyone but you!
But I never got to find that thing, until I knew you more and more...
Sometimes I want to thank god for the moment I met you! I swear it was the best moment in my life!
The moments I spend with you will last in my mind forever…no matter what happens cause you and me will be together!

I found out that you were a rose to me that s always giving its beautiful smell...the smell that changes you in every way, and I figured out that I love you more and more every single day!
You are the sun that shines my day...
The calmer that kisses my pain away .god, what more can I say?
You are the moon at night …my shining star that’s so bright I just can't get you out of my sight!
Every time I look into your eyes I get lost in them and I don’t know what to say…
But all I can say is that sometimes you take my breathe away…
I wish I can know the exact day I met you…is it June, July or may??
But one thing I want to say …
Thank you god for sending you to me …cause without you want would I be???
You made a big difference in my life!
Thank you for being in my life!
I swear sometimes when I just have u by my side...
I feel like its time that I cried
Because I don’t know if I am going to have you by my side again…
Every one of us might just go in a different way…I know it's going to be someday…but all I can say is if I could go up the moon and scream 3 words I would say
I love you!