Empty Soul

Watch my empty soul smile,
Don’t notice the pain.
Don’t pay attention,
To the scars along my veins.

See me fake it all,
Each and everyday.
Look at the way I hide it,
Being careful of what I say.

Don’t try to understand this,
You’ll only get confused.
Don’t worry about me, I’m fine,
I used to being abused.

Don’t ask me what’s wrong,
Because I’m only going to lie.
You don’t need to hear my problems,
Or the fact that I want to die.

I don’t live the way you do,
I don’t see things the same.
Everything to me is different,
I’m living a life of pain.

I live in a mixed up world,
Where nothing is ever right.
I try so hard to change it,
To make it seem alright.

Don’t ask me why I’m like this,
I seriously don’t know.
I wish I knew the answers,
To why I’m living a life so low.

I don’t know what to do,
When will this end.
I need time to fix this all,
I need space to mend.

Just leave me alone,
I’ll only cause you trouble.
Please don’t ask me why,
I find everything a struggle.