That guy that i once knew

***** before u start reading this poem , u should have read my poem" My heart Dew" because it talks about the same guy ...this one completes the first one ..
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You betrayed , You cheated
You used me , in many different ways
I don't trust him anymore
Don’t believe any word he says

Pain and grief filled my heart
Sadness washed down my soul
You have hit me deep down
Hurt my feelings and crashed my whole

Sometimes I sit alone with myself
Remember you and deeply think
Remember how much you hurt me
Remember everything

When the pain was fresh
When the wound was still new
I really wanted revenge
Wished that I could kill you
I hated your guts
Hated everything you used to do

I then realized
That you had many flaws
Loved stopped me from seeing them
Love made me see you in a very perfect pose

Days have went by
Now you are from my past
We weren’t meant to stay together
Weren’t meant to last

My feelings are changing
My hatred is quietly fading away
You no more mean anything to me
Your shadow is leaving me day after day

Today as I look back
I thank God in the sky above
This experience has changed me
Made me realize what is real love

It starts with a little twinkle
That shyly plays in the heart
The twinkle then turns to a soft wave
That moves from part to part
Then it crashes and fills you
You forget from where it came , from where did it start !

That guy was bad and he hurt me
I cant deny that , say it's not true
But he will always have a special place in my heart
No matter what does he do
Because I once loved him
And For once , he was my heart's forever dew