Fallen

There’s a pain in my mind,
This is hard to describe.
Like a needle pinning trough my thoughts,
Destroying my very life…

For this pain I have,
There seems to be no cure.
No pills or therapy,
Can help me I know for sure.

As I tried all these different things,
It just won’t seem to stop.
Now I’m lost once again,
I’m at the brink of giving up.

Just realizing at this moment,
That I’m standing here at the end of all,
This huge cliff in front of me,
Under are the waves that might break my fall.

I know I should not do this,
One more step and the worries would be gone.
I can’t take this world anymore,
But taking the easy way will be wrong.

So I do the hard thing,
I take a step back for once.
Now I hear no more ocean waves,
I didn’t take my one chance.

So here I am again,
With this pain in my mind.
Like a needle pinning trough my thoughts,
Destroying my very life…..