Why do you drag me down?
Chase me & harass me just for who I am?
Make me feel like a horrid person & make me feel like I need death as the only way to get rid of this feeling that I have been given by you for life and the world?
These reasons are unclear to me,
It always seems as if you make me feel down,
You make me put on a frown...
My face droops when I see you come around...
You chase me not only in waking but also in sleep.
Make me feel as if I’m not worth anything & as if I don’t deserve this life I have been given.
Even though I have this horrid life already you just seem to make it worse.
But why must you do this?
Why do you have to make me want to kill myself?
Why do you make me have these thoughts that change my outlook on life & change what I see from my eyes & what I think about at all times?
Why please do tell, There is no reason for it.
You have brought me to a new low of life, & Now I want to kill.
I carry my blade looking for the chance to kill you or myself.
I haven’t died yet because I am waiting to kill you.
Don’t temp to make a fool of me again it will only bring you doom.
God if you’re there, Why do you let them do this to me?
God if you exist please take it away, make it all better & Change this life before I take it all away.
The only reason I am still here is for fear of those that do care for me.
I don’t want them to feel hurt or sadness over me because I’m not worth it.
I would not hurt those that do care.
Why God why? Please tell me...Just why?
