When You Left!

When I woke up
To the talking
Tears, crying
When I woke up
To see you were no longer there!
I wondered
Scarred and worried
I cried non stop,
As I walk to the kitchen
I grab a knife,
I know I now won't
Be able to have a life
Without you there
With me
We used to sit,
And cry together
You told me you loved me,
You told me you were going
To do something stupid
As I follow your footsteps
I dare to do something stupid too!
As I'm holding the knife
I say goodbye to my life!
I pray to God to take me to heaven,
where I can life free,
As I put the knife
To my throat,
I start getting tears!
And I wonder why
Why did she leave me?
Why don't she love me?
As I pray to God
He responds
He says put the knife down,
Just live your life!
She'll be OK!
As I lay
Worried and Scarred
I have tears,
Rolling down my cheeks
I put the knife down,
Wondering why me?