I Don't Understand Why You Wanted To Die

I don't understand,
I don't know why,
Why you did this to me,
Why you wanted to die.
I can't understand
Cuz it hurts like hell,
To think you felt u felt so terrible,
And couldn't even tell.
I won't understand,
It was just so wrong,
You didn't have to leave,
As though you don't belong.
Now I feel so empty,
And everywhere I turn,
There's always something missing,
For you I always learn.
And it hurts me very much,
That you didn't say good-bye,
Just left one day without me,
Left me there to cry.
I don't understand,
Why you felt things were that bad,
That you just gave up everything,
You never knew or had.
I'm sorry I didn't know,
I'm sorry I wasn't there,
Now I'm here all alone,
You left, it's just not fair.
I can't understand,
How could you die,
When I need you so much?
In return, you make me cry.
I won't understand,
Why you took your life away,
I'll never make it without you,
It will never be OK.