Staring down this winding street
Not knowing whats ahead of me
In my nightmares all this creeps
It scares me that my future i cant see
I'm sorry i cant look you in the face
And tell you that everything will be OK
I'm sorry I'm losing my place
I wish i knew what would happen today
Sometimes I wish that at night the blood would not fall
Sometimes i wish that i could lose all my scars
Sometimes i wish i knew how to end it all
Sometimes i want to hide my scars
For no one to see
To be able not to tell me pain
When you know my secret you take that from me
When you know my secret i have nothing to gain
My pain so blood red
Comes when i carve the day away
Crying from words that were not said
Crying knowing that this is my only way
