Looking at you,
Staring silently,
The perfect contours of your face
the lifeless look in your eyes.
I knew nothing was the same
after that.
Nothing could hold me back.
I lifted the blade to my skin.
But I couldn't do it.
I wanted to die
and you wanted to live.
I couldn't take away the most precious thing.
I saw your dreams,
I saw your hopes,
I knew you'd want to try and cope.
you wouldn't want me
To take my life,
You'd want me to stay and fight.
Nobody told me it
Would be this hard.
Nobody warned me of
this heartbreaking loss.
You're gone and
I'm still here.
You're gone but
You'll always be with me.
I'm here but
I'll always be with you.
You're my guardian angel
forever and always.
I'll never let you go.
