You Killed Me

I’ll make your lives easier,
Just like you said.
I’ll hold the gun to my throat,
One shot, and I’m dead.

I’ll make you all happy,
It’d be doing you a favor.
Nothing can stop me now,
I have no savior.

You did this to me,
You pushed me to limit.
I know you don’t want me here,
I know it’s true, just admit it.

You say I’m only joking,
That I don’t really want to die.
You tell me it’s not so bad,
That there’s no need to cry.

You don’t even know me,
You don’t know what’s in my head.
My deep dark thoughts,
Of wishing I was dead.

Pain and lies surround me,
I think of suicide.
Yet, you say nothing’s wrong,
That I’ve got nothing to hide.

You’re the one who did this,
So why can’t you see.
You’re the one that’s wrong,
The one that’s slowly killed me.

You don’t regret anything,
Like it’s all still the same.
You played with my head so much,
Like it was all a game.

Well now that I’m gone,
You can happily carry on.
You can act as if it’s all ok,
Like you did nothing wrong.