What's the point?

I was in a hole,
I couldn't get out,
My mind was a mess,
My brain was in doubt.

Whether I would survive,
Whether my soul could pull through
Whether this nightmare would end,
And I could finaly be with you.

You came to me,
Like a angel in the night,
You set me free,
And set my soul alight.

Protecting me,
Guarding from hurt,
Re setting my heart,
And lifting me from the dirt.

You showed me you loved,
And said you were there,
I was obsessed,
And i thought you really cared.

What a fool am I,
You were just another one of them,
A user, a player,
And i thought I was your gem

So now that you've gone,
And left me feeling blue,
I know i have to go,
So its goodbye to you.

Thank you for destroying my heart,
Setting me up like that,
I know i cannot cope,
To see you with that rat.

So here i'm in my hole,
And there is no way out,
And again my minds a mess,
And my mind is in doubt.