Nightmares

I have nightmares of that’s night
were the brutal attack occurred I try to open my eyes and I couldn’t thinking I was dead
my hearts left bleeding in my hand
never thought you\\\'d be the man
slowly dieing about to pull the plug on me but I survived eating though a straw
enough crying and slowly stitching and pulling things apart
the pain is beyond the heart

scared to be alone
afraid of the dark
you made me afraid of the world but you say baby it be ok im still scared of my own shadow im a
lonely girl
slowly coming together
hypnotized by the bling got me caught me in the game
even though I felt like dieing when things fell apart

the bruises and the hurt wont go ways but the doctors say I nearly took a deadly blow and I will be ok
even though I know I wont I know there will be another

I can feel it like you
but im suffocated by your presence and the aroma of your cologne

I got to face you in court so I plug my nose and close my eyes feeling like a free angel inside
terrible nightmares wake me everyday
terrible dreams as I sleep in the day
help me god ,
please I know im not ok
but the doctors say I will I feel it in the bones of my fragile body that’s there’s another victim like me out there help them see