The way you are

I hate the way you look at me
i hate the way you are
i hate the way you know me
and take things too far

i hate the way you talk
as if I'm filth or dirt
i hate the way you act
as if I'm not hurt

i hate the way you've trapped
my soul, my mind, my heart
i hate all those memories
that still tear me apart

i hate myself for meeting you
and talking to you that night
ever since that stupid mistake
it's been a never ending fight

i hate the way you've split me
apart from my deepest dreams
i hate how your meaningless ways
have frayed my fragile seems

i hate the way you walk by
as if i don't exist anymore
i hate how i cant look at you,
just stare down to the floor

i hate myself for letting you
do all those things you do
but most of all i hate myself
cause i cant stop loving you