Regrets *a life story*

Born years ago, a miracle is what I'm told
Some miracle, such a screw up, at just 13 years old
everyday I wake up and I'm so
thankful
but the other part of me opens its eyes and is all regretful
so many things, I could take back and redo
would you be my friend today?
if I weren't so shy to you?
or what if I never told my parents,
it would be cool to get a divorce
how would they tell me,
They were living apart, of course
Or what if I said no, to dance with the guy of my dreams
Soon to be my next boyfriend causing my eyes to stream
there wouldn't be so much hurt
or scars in my heart
I was just another victim, soon he Would part
if I could go back in time, to the year 1991
would I be happy?
or would life be done?