Just watch me cry.

It's raining outside,
All cold and wet,
And inside my heart is beginning to let,
All these feelings i have drift onto my face,
All the hurt as it shows in a place,
That i cannot hide and i cannot find,
to show everyone that they left me behind,
And they all just ask me,
'Why feeling so sad?',
And why i feel like I've gone utterly mad,
Insane are all these thoughts that i think,
To all the people who don't see me sink,
Into a place where i can't die,
And everyone will just watch me cry,
And not think about how i leave this race,
Into to a world that cannot be traced,
Just so that i can make these cuts,
No one seems to care bout it much,
That i am willing to give my life,
To feel that i don't need this knife,
To make my pain go far away,
So this wont be my final day.

*All votes and comments greatly appreciated as always*