Release

All this poem is, is a complete and utter release...

Please leave me alone
Don't touch me with those hands
So cold, so strong, so perfect
Oh, you'd never understand!!

Step away from me
I don't want to hear your words
They hurt me so deeply
I feel the rush of pain, the surge

Please don't look at me
I'm imperfect and ashamed
I can't express anymore to you
How infested I am with pain

So please don't butcher my smiles
It's so hard put them on
Every last ounce of hapiness
Is out of reach and long gone

Don't stare at my broken body
I'm mangled and distressed
One look inside my heart
You'd see how badly I'm depressed

I eat and cry and write
My reflection is getting fatter
I can't look into the mirror
So it really doesn't matter

What would they think of me?
What would they say if they knew?
There's so much I hide
Covered up with some excuse

So please, please just go away
Your words are so abusive
Your comments make me crazy
And your stares are too intrusive

I beg you, please don't break me
Broken pieces lie everywhere
I'm exposed, but do they know it?
Forget it, you don't care.

^ I know its not my best, I just really needed a release, and I didn't care what came out, it just had to come out.