Look what you've done

Ripping,slashing, pulling back my skin on my arm while laughing, burn right through the veins pour out into my soul lately my body has been feeling like a never ending hole! Up close in my eyes, see the pain behind my disguise, I'm not OK, I'm not fine…cant you just stop and look behind lies More to the story, the ending is not done…this hurts so much but im having so much fun. The spiders crawl up the walls… here the screams and all the calls, repeating my name. dragging me down. Pulling me deep under the ground. Never to be found, because no one would look. Lying in my tomb, feeling so cold. Cut away from all the pain, falling out of line… and dripping back in i cant find a place I just cant decide. I can’t face it but truly I'm just lost within. My soul lays on the floor, I watch you stomp it in, fragile as paper but you just look down, learning nothing pounding my heart into my body. Let me go so I can breath! Please! You are the hardest part of me the coldest and the worst but yet your still living. Have to break away, Fu(k complaining! Throw me out the window and watch my blood flood out of my body…Your almost done just eat the inside, hurry now before my skin rots away. Your wasting time, your letting it decay.