Not Again

You waste me,
You say I’m wasted
You love me
Then leave me
Emotionally tainted
I hate you
You cant stand it
You feel blue
You feel smitten.
You crawl back
And I accept us
But decision you lack.
After but one week this time
A new record
You step backwards over the line
And change your mind again
You wanted to be more than
And then Just friends
Stay away
Forever, not just today.
You hurt me so much
Truth in the short term
Lies in the end
I can never seem to learn
That a heart you can’t lend.
You are fickle
Superficial
Wishwashy
you enjoy
emotional killing sprees,
you decoy.
a serial heartbreaker
a false-promise maker.
You deceive
Because you always misperceive
Your own thoughts, feelings and words