Posession

Press a blade to my arm
with an evil smirk
jump into the shadows
stay there and lurk

blood runs down my arms
with an insane smile in my face
this slow smooth release
puts me in an ecstatic state

i gaze up around me
a devilish glare in my eyes
as i watch my whole world
quickly pass me by

eyes turning red
I'm losing control
as slowly i gamble
away my soul

running into the darkness
don't realize I'm moving
as i fight this personal war
but i don't know I'm losing

more than a trickle of blood
as it thickly starts to pour
i cut deeper and deeper
wanting to see red more

breathing heavy
time draws near
when life will end
and i wont be here

the closer to death
the happier i seem
till i snap awake
from my bad dream

if it was a dream
that i shouldn't feel
why is the blood on my arm
so sticky and real

i did it again
let myself go
my eyes wide open
but i didn't know

once again i thought i slept
till demons left me and i awoke
but this was the last time
cus this time when i jumped my neck broke

these monsters that posses us
are the most fear you'll ever find
but these creatures only exist
in the most complex mind

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