(it's long but its worth it. this is a true story)
Attached-
Still to your memory
Wishing that you were right here holding me.
Lost-
Without your guiding light
You were always my eyes when I was blind.
Lonely-
Without you I don't know what to do
So I keep on wishing, dreaming, hoping,
I keep on wanting you.
I'm so attached to how everything once was
I don't know how to let go of everything we had
I know that you might want me gone now, I know things got so so bad.
But I still dream of you and want you here right by my side
There's been so many sleepless nights where all I've had to do was cry.
I can't think about you with her
The pain is too much to bear
I know that "us" is in the past, I know me wanting you is just not fair...
But hear me out, hear me please
Listen to me! Listen to me plea!
I know that things weren't always perfect
But neither is love
Nothing is perfect, not even that which is sent from above
But what we had was so damned close
I loved you more then anything, you loved me so much, we were better off then most
So why did you leave me?
Why did you stray
Remember that awful night, I begged you to stay!
Do you remember all of the late night calls
All of the loving memory's
Thinking of everything leads my heart to fall...
You were the only person I needed
I was the only person you needed
I don't understand how I've survived without you
How have you been treated?
Can she love you like I did?
Can she do all of the things that I did?
Can she hold you or let you hold her and know that everything is rightfully in it's place...
Have I been replaced?
All I have left now is these beautiful memory's
Of everything you were to me
You were my shelter in the storm
And you've now led my heart to the deepest scorn.
I'm still attached to your memory, through this all.
