A Dark World

by deadnalone   Nov 9, 2004


Sitting in the dark,
All alone,
This place that I'm in doesn't feel like home,
The best feeling i had,
Has gone away,
Why do you do it?,
You're all asking me,
It's all to simple,
Why can't you see,
Through all your worry,
You don't want me,
Through all my pain,
A silent dare,
From all my friends,
Who don't even care,
To leak my blood,
To do it again,
You don't have the guts,
To slice through that vein,
I know no other,
Way to get out,
As i lift the knife,
I'm full of doubt,
Like how did i start it?,
And when will it end?,
How can i stop it?,
And why all again?,
And the answer i see,
Is that i am not sane,
All these thoughts again and again,
Inside of my head,
A dark world lies,
Inside of my mind,
A spirit dies,
And into this hate,
A new soul is born,
To blacken this life,
To kill and to mourn,
And i don't get why you cannot forget,
The hate and the lies,
The pain and the sighs,
From people and friends,
Who cannot comprehend,
How i don't want to survive,
But this is the end,
And it's not okay to lie,
'Cause in the end,
We're all going to die.

*All votes and comments greatly appreciated as always*

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  • 19 years ago

    by Amanda

    That goes deep. I can't put into words as to incredible that was. I just want to say that I have not experienced any of that, but my family has gone through alot and a lot of them have depression. I know it may not be any of my business, but I was just wondering if you have been holding that knife in your hand because if you need someone to talk to I would be more than glad to help you out. Also I was wondering if you would like to check out my poem it's called Dark World, it might be somewhat related to yours but quite a few differences. If you want you can email me at manda_panda68@yahoo.com, I would greatly appreciate it.

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