Read this poem and listen to my plea,
i use to love life and all it brought to me,
but one cold day struck me so hard,
i lost my only friends the ones i loved so much,
they took it hard to heart and pushed me in the dirt,
and during that hard time they treated me like dirt,
i never thought it would end up this way,
because of them i hardly know what to say,
i wanted to take my life so many times,
but one thing struck my heartless mind,
that id be hurting so many people that i loved so much,
just by one knife that would struck my heart,
i didn't want to think i was going to loose them to,
i didn't want to go because of what id do,
most people find it easy to scratch a blade on your skin,
but before i try i here my voice within,
telling me to step back not to take the plunge,
saying that what if they found me they would be stunned,
i cant take that step i have so much to live for,
i have a future not many can get after all,
so if i die what will everyone think,
ive took my life to waste because i always sinked,
but no one understood how i felt inside,
every time id listen to them and wipe their tears when they cried,
but when i need help they are always too busy,
i guess to get stuff off me its just too easy,
i lost myself and will loose it again,
because the pain i got is like red wine it will stain,
but now when i try to talk everyone is so amused,
I'm sorry I'm lost and that I'm so confused.
