Not in love

Not again
it can't be true
I'm not in love
not with you

i don't need you
I'll live without
i can go on
without the doubt

you don't mean
a thing to me
you're nothing at all
one day I'll see

you've broken before
my shattered heart
nothing left
fallen apart

you don't make
me smile and laugh
you are not
my other half

i don't want
you by my side
i haven't wished for you
the times I've cried

please just leave
my life, my side
you will just cause
more pain to hide

i know I'll get over
the love i feel
i know i can keep
the feeling unreal

they'll fade away
across the seas
only will live
the memories

I'll block it out
this love for you
for me to live
is all i can do

i don't think
of you every hour
and slowly i
can regain power

so just turn
forever leave
in time i know
my heart won't bleed