just b/c you have a child don't mean u hafta give up on your dreams, you can still be n e thing you want to be. i am really sorry about everything b/c i know that it will be hard but u still shouldnt give up on yourself like that. my friend is 16 and 6 mnths pregnant and married w/ no family at all in her life. she works 24-7 still coping with school and marriage and pregnancy and she still has her dreams w/ cosmotology and things. just like her, you can make it if you only apply yourself and make it thru...u can. i know it. God bless you and you will be in my prayers ok...