I don’t think you get how I feel
People think they have me figured out
Yet there is more to me than what reaches the eye
I show you what I want you to know
Only what I am okay with revealing
Underneath the skin another world remains
Trying to break forth and show
The darker side of my emotions
Where all the hurt and confusion lies
I don’t think you get exactly how I am
My thoughts start racing
And I can only focus on the bad
Bad thoughts are nobody’s friend
As mine have proven many times
These thoughts eat away at my soul
It’s getting to the point that I feel so numb
I can’t even tell what I am feeling
I feel so empty inside
It’s enough to make one want to cry
And cry I do both day and night
It is not something that I can control
When I start to think, my eyes, they blur
And a tear trickles to the floor
I don’t think you understand what I feel
And how could you?
I don’t understand myself.
**have you ever felt like you feel like no one understands how you are feeling but then you realize that you cannot even understand how you are feeling either...yeah welcome to my world.**