My heart pumps

Life, kiss myself good bye
hold my hands to the angel of death
love,sweep me off my feet and kiss my tear
let my feet touch the sand
and take my breath away
breathing on my bed room floor
tell mom that every thing is okay
I'm not going to be home tonight
i will be floating away in the dark sky
this is no ones fault but mine
this choice is mine and i have to go
I'll be back another day
please don't grieve the pain that I'm in
please don't regret what you have done
the purple skies will break
and the sun will break through
the birds will sing again,
its lonely sound tune
this life that i have once lived
has ended with a lovely song
a song which i sing with hope
a pain which will make a lover cry
i will float away, up into the deep sky
away from the shadow lands
which i once drowned in
my dying heart is now eating my soul
pounding its last beat before it falls
a beet which is my lullaby
the song what i sing as i sleep
an ever lasting sleep which will never end
today i will dye, i will never be back again
my feelings of pain, oh, so deep
this time i will finally sleep.