You Didn't Desserve The Pain

Dedicated to Chris bright...i am so sorry sweety....i really am

i love everything you stood for
and all that you tried to help me become
for the person you saw in me
was the person you actually loved.

to a broken soul, that meant a lot
to know that someone can still love you for you.
what i have expected to grow, time has not done.
the person inside of me, you really never knew.

i expected to much out of you
when i should of left those expectations to myself
and I'm sorry for crushing someone else's heart,
i always seem to burn everyone else.

i wish i never brought you to my world
full of depression, tears, and dreams of suicide.
you don't deserve the pain i gave you
and no one deserves the pain of my life.