Every day as my pain adds on and grows
I do everything I can to make sure no one knows
So every day I'll put on my smile
But it doesn't really help, and it only lasts a while
For when there is nowhere else to turn in my life
My only friend, and only comfort comes from a knife
I won't breakdown, I'll just clench my fists
I'll take this knife, and slash my wrists
Yes, this alone will relieve my sorrow,
but only for a moment, I'm sure the sadness will return tomorrow