I wake up in a dark room to were i am all by myself.
i wonder what is it i need, i got it all money riches and good health.
i ask myself to many questions in curious doubt.
i try to look for the potential but this is something i know nothing about.
my soul hangs low while my body deep and in denial.
when others filled with joy i acquaint i force a smile.
i hide my pain and tell no one of how life is for me.
the hard emotion are like chains on my wrist and now i wish to be set free.
I'd kill for the day my love would touch upon my very presents.
against my life i have strong resents.
i scream a dreadful moan for my body just can't take no more
i was weakly standing till another hit i was thrown to the floor.
my head swelled from blood of my very heart ache.
i don't know how much more of this i could take.
my eyes roll back to the day i had found who i was.
and it was a mistake a big ' because because.
no real answer lies beside my most desperate breath.
the pain is intense as i run the course of a tortures death.
the light is locked behind the curtains of very love.
i tell my very dissecting secrets to those above.
i wish i try but this all i must do to much.
because i still haven't been blessed with your very touch.
you my have ripped my heart out and stole it too.
i want it back this is the intense race that lies between me and you.
one day you will just know you loved me but you must let go.
cause to you I'm just a naked dove disguised in snow.
I'm like the wind you'll never see it all actually blowing.
but my screams and pain one day you'll be knowing.
cause I'm throwing my pity and scars of blood away.
even though it'll be in changed with another day.
I'll clench your lock and break your teeth upon it so you scream for help.
I'll lock you up and shove my pain in your mouth so no one hears of your yelp.
no one will come and rescue you just like they did to me.
but I'm stronger then them and set my self free.
i looked behind the curtain and seen the girl i was made.
all you have to do is draw the shade.
**this poem is about a struggle to make in this insane world and sometimes you may be locked away in the dark behind a curtain blocking the light but if you try you'll break. the particular struggle being spoke about was an intense relationship of love.**
