You have no clue what your putting me though,
No idea how i am feeling,
I am really close to you and then you walk out of my of my life.
You have put me though so much I just want to die.
Your my brother,
Your part of me.
I bet that you don\'t know that I cry my-self to sleep thinking of you,
I pray every night that your OK.
But I have come to realize that we are getting further apart.
The pain is cutting me in two.
I want to let you go,
But at the same time I want to hold on to you.
The pain I am going though is not healthy at all so I guess I will keep fighting for you and my own life.
I don\'t eat as much,
I cut a lot more now,
Just cause you are gone and I don\'t know if your OK.
But I do love you.
