Now Your Gone

You were always by my side
Just like a best friend should be
Never did i guess you'd leave
I need you can't you see

You held my hand each day
And taught me valuable lessons
What did you walk away to find?
Was i not as good as a "Session"

Did it ever cross your weak mind
That maybe i was in pain
All the horrible things you said
Is this part of every friends game?

Why did you lead me on
Like you actually truly care
Why did you play with my feelings
When you were never even there

You tryed to drown out your sorrows
Drink till you couldn't move
It's not my fault you jumped in the river
In the end its the weak who lose

When you jumped in did you cry
Knowing you'd never pull through
Is it you that bares the guilt
For everything you didn't do

Do you wish you'd stayed a while
Tryed to be a decent friend
Maybe your in hell right now
Its depressing your life had to end

If good things come to those who wait
Then I'll wait a million years
Anything I'd do for you
Even cry a sea of tears

Can you see me alone now
Praying for you to return
I wish i could tell you i love you
For you I'll always yearn

It's ok i suppose
At least now your safe
Even if I'm friendless
I'll keep a smile on my face