Unknown feelings....

Today I went to the counsiler,
She tried to help me out....
I felt like turning to that knife,
When I explained how I felt..

She asked me to show her my arm,
But to that I said no....
She kept asking me
But my arm, I refused to show.

It was over now,
For an hour we had talked,
Feeling even worse then before,
When out the door I walked..

I went on the computer,
As soon as I got home..
No one was here,
I was all alone....

I talked to this girl
She made me feel cared and loved,
She told me I wasn't alone,
I thought she was a angel from above...

She told me that she cared,
She knew how I felt inside,
She understood my reasons,
And why my feelings I had to hide...

Though we've only met a few days before,
I feel as I've know her for years,
I feel as if when I would cry,
She would wipe away my tears.......