Never Said Goodbye

I look to my left
You’re not there
I feel so lonely
And you don’t care

All we do is fight
You just want to lie
To turn around, walk away
But never say “goodbye”

Was this supposed to happen?
Are we meant to be?
I don’t care what anyone knows
You just don’t get what you mean to me

Maybe we fight
Maybe I'm taken
Maybe I cry
Maybe I'm mistaken

Am I supposed to know?
Should I be all right?
I can’t do this anymore
Sit alone and cry at night

When I see you with her
It makes me breakdown
My heart shatters into pieces
But you don’t hear a sound

I want to scream and shout
But I’ll just bite my tongue
And except “maybe someday”
As the words that we’ll hang from

But I don’t want to cry
I don’t want to bleed
I just want you to know
You’re what I need

Maybe it’s a question
That goes without an answer
These feelings of hate
Are as welcome as cancer

Call me a sap
Or a hopeless romantic
Say what you want
It won’t make me frantic

Just don’t lie
Tell me the truth
Cause you will forever be
A part of my youth

I’ll look back and tell my kids
You’re the one that got away
When they ask why, I’ll just cry
I wouldn’t know what to say

I feel so useless
I'm so ashamed
You’re upset with me
For a reason unnamed

It’s not possible
But can it be?
How could something like you
Happen to me?

So will you stick around?
Or will I talk to your back?
I just want to hold you
Not make an unneeded attack

Because you…
You said you’d be here forever
And I…
I should have believed it never

You’re a mirage
A figment of my imagination
A cartoon to my soul
Without the animation

Don’t be scared
Just simply show it
Nothing to fear
Just let them know it

It started with a kiss
Ended with a lie
Turned around walk away
But you never said “goodbye”…