For A Special Friend

You came into my life a few years ago,
And we became good friends.
We've spent times with laughs and tears
We've shared many things n secrets
Then finally you told me that you're in love with me

I really don't know what to say
I know I was wrong, to let this feeling grow between us
But you got my heart so fast, i just can't deny this
I know i supposed to tell you before that i have a steady bf and can't be with you
I know i supposed to not just kept this secret and still being with you

But i just can't, because you are so amazing, i can't stop thinking of you
I don't know why you love me so much
What should i do to get you out of my mind
I really don't wanna hurt you
But i have my man and can't leave him

If you only knew,
How it hurts me to hurt you with this truth
Can't explain how big my pain is when i saw your shocked face
How i wanted to cry to hear your painful words
And how i wanted to beg you to come back, after you'd said goodbye

You can call me a meanie heart-breaker
You might think that I'm trying to fool you
Or call me a cheater
You can say anything to me, its OK
I don't care as long as you're still talking to me

Even though i know this wish might not come true
But i hope one day you will remember me
Sit on your chair, turn PC on, and write me a message
That you miss this good friend so much,
Just as much as I'm missing you