My life a lie

Bringing back
all these memories
that i once sent
far over seas

reminding me
of all the pain
how he made me feel
all over again

i had blocked
the thoughts away
so i wouldn't hold
them in anyway

to everyone
i could pretend
and my soul
had began to mend

but now i know
and realize
that i cant live
my life a lie

i have to face
and battle the fear
that he brought me
when he was here

I'll try to stand
proud and strong
hope these fears
wont last long