Will things Ever Be the Same?

Can't you see what your doing?
Can't you tell that this smile is fake?
Have you even noticed how I'm feeling?
Can't you tell my heart is about to break?
I guess you don't care,
that's obvious to me now.
Because if you did you would try and help,
even if you don't know how.
But you don't care.
And I guess you never will,
So I sit here and wonder,
are we even friends still?
You don't know what you mean to me,
I'll do anything to make this work,
while you just sit there,
and act like a jerk.
I try not to worry,
I tell myself it'll all be okay,
but i can't help but wonder,
Will things ever be the same someday?

*to Brett*