The power to stop suicide

Life's problems cant be fought alone. I know this for a fact. I've tried to fight them and it seems like every time i try i get hurt more and more. Every time i think about my life i get brought to tears let alone to talk about it. I've tried to live my life the way i want to live it but it seems like the way i want to live is impossible! to everyone around me I'm like a maid or someone who can be pushed around. Every aspect of my life is horrible, but somehow i survive. i know that my life will soon get better and it can only go uphill. To this day i still think about suicide and the thought always seems to linger in my mind, but i know that if it were to happen i would cause hurt and pain to more than just myself. Tons of questions are always going through my head when I'm alone and feeling down... "maybe if i do it quick- will it hurt as much?" there's razors and things that could hurt me all around me, but forever and for always there will be something holding me back, and thats the thought of hurting you and the people who have helped me through. i love you too much to leave! The thought of going to school or seeing you knowing that your my best friend is enough to make me live forever. i never want to lose you- Forever and ever, and if you were to die, my life would be over. i would have nothing to go on for! When I'm with you, there isn't any thoughts of suicide in my mind. there isn't a single picture that is bad running a marathon across my brain. my responsibilities dont matter. There's no pain, no hurt, no lies, no fears, stabbing at my heart. I'm free when I'm with you. No thoughts of my mom asking me to live with her. Careless to what happened when i was little. When i am around you nothing seems to matter to me but you and our friendship. if i could give you one promise, it would be that you will always be my best friend and i will be here forever!!! i will love you till the very last breath i bare to take.

My best friend wrote this to me telling me i had the power to stop suicide.

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