What it means

Those words you wrote touched me so deep. I was afraid to let them go. For fear of not getting them back. knowing that you think of suicide makes me want to hold you tight. But also knowing i can stop you from giving your life means so much to me. I dont want you to fight lifes obstacles by your self. i want to help you through life. Protect you from anything and everything that could cause you pain, fear, or anything else that would remind you of death. i know i cant change your past or decide your future, but I'd like to be an impact on how it turns out. i want to make it so you can say, "I lived life to the fullest!" Make so you can't say "i hate my life. i wish it were over." If you were to die, i would die with you. If you get hurt, I'll feel your pain. I you cry, I'll cry with you. But when the day come that we both leave this earth, if I'm sent to hell and you sent to heaven, everyday I'd look up and be proud of you. But if I'm sent to heaven and you to hell, I'd beg god to send me to hell because heaven wouldn't be heaven with out you.

I wrote this to my best friend letting her know i love her.

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