Call waiting

I always feel like I’m waiting
Waiting its so frustrating
And when you’re here
I can feel you’re leaving

Waiting by the phone for hours
Pretending I’m not being pathetic
Pretending that you’ll call me any second
You will apologize for being so late
You make it up
It will be great

But finally when the phone rings
I hear you and everything I waited for
Is not worth it to bother
You weren’t busy
You were there
You didn’t care
And now I’m left
With the should have been

I don’t want it to be back to the past
When everyone ditched me
Just like the last
And I worry about you
I wished you worried about me too

What ever happened to sitting in the grass?
What ever happened to kissing until it last?
What ever happened to us?
What ever happened and made this so ****ed up

I want you back
The one that called me ever second they had
And spent all the time they had
Now I'm stuck here waiting for your call
Will it ever come at all?