My ruined life

My face is turning red
tears just fall down my cheeks
Crying from words I've said
I've been lost for weeks

I was so positive that i stopped
but my tears brought the blood back
When am i just going to drop?
When will i be back on track?

I'm slowly getting frustrated
as i turn to my shiny knife
Everything is so overrated
I'm worsening my ruined life

More blood hits the ground
i just sit there and watch it fall
Taking my life without a sound
I'm fixing my life, I'm ending it all