I HATE

I hate the word forever
because it never lasts that long.
It's expectations are so high...
almost as high as yours.

I hate the words I love you
because to me there just to strong.
Don't say them, If you don't mean them. Just saying so feels so wrong.

I meant it when I said It.
I won't ever take it back.
If I loved you then, I love you still.
You don't love me now, your love couldn't be real.

I hate holding your hand.
I hate that you make me feel so safe.I hate feeling now,
like I don't have any place.

I'm sure you don't mind
It's all the same to you
You had all the control,
over what I could say, or what I could do.

You had it end.
You said now were friends.
Wheres my say? In this game you play... You decided forever wouldn't last... You took my hand,
and pulled me to your past.