Deja-vu

Here I am again
At this stage of my life
Feeling the same kind of pain
Dealing with the same kind of strife
Here I am again
I have been here before
I know it all too well
I know what is in store
More pain, and more sorrow
More rain, again tomorrow
Here I go again
Making the same mistakes
Nothing here to gain
One more time, my heart, it breaks
Here I am again
Emotions so familiar
I'm about to say another goodbye
To someone I hold dear
About to hear another lie
And cry another tear
Here I am again
I don't know how to live
History repeats itself
I'm standing on a cliff
So come and watch me fall
I'll never hit the ground
I'll never lose it all
Coz things then turn around
Something happens, I get my hopes up, and feel a little happy
But before I can count to ten, I lose it once again, and my life goes back to being overly crappy
And that's how it is
That's how it goes
It's always like this
There is nothing I can do
Reliving constant moments of sadness
My messed up, unavoidable deja-vu