New life

Let me fall, fall to the ground. in which i lay in pieces.
let me beg, beg for a new life. not one that hurts.
let this life be a better one, one that i can be happy in.
let it be a life that i can survive in, even if things are going wrong.
just let it be a happy one, unlike my old life, to which was only sadness.
sadness that made even the smallest things feel like the worst.
if it were a happy life, the smallest things would be easy to get through. please let it be happy.