Forgiveness

Today is the day, I'm going to forgive. the pain will stay, but i will live. I'll never forget, what you did too me. i wish you could have seen the shit, you never got to see. the pain you put me through, the heartache that i felt. i wish you felt like this too, it made me wanna melt. it made me wanna die, just curl up in my little ball. or lay in my bed and cry, the time had come for me to fall. but I'm getting better, the pain is going away. i wrote you a letter, maybe I'll mail it today? it tells you how i feel, even though i hope its not real. but forgiveness is the key to life, and without forgiveness i grab the knife.
so please know that though i forgive i cant not forget...but i will always love you.....