The Pain

I watch the way you laugh
and it makes me want 2 cry,
Not because i miss you
the truth is i don't know why!!

I watch the way you look at her
And the way you tell her lies,
you tell her i neva mattered
That i was just a waste of time.

I know you only lying
But 2 me lyings a crime,
So as i watch you kiss her
And the way you hold her tight!!

As i watch you i realize everything we shared was a precious illusion
in my head

As i watch you 1 last time,
I understand,
what you said is what you meant and that it's true
I'm better off dead!!

So i'll make your dreams come true
as I cut my arms till blood runs through
And i don't feel anything
JUST all the pain you put me through.